“The Modern World” by Steph Swainston. I was nervous to start because I was afraid a sober Jant might be insufferable. I got a little thrill in a bookstore seeing the subsequent volumes. It’s like having a crush. So I put off starting this by reading everyone’s Christmas gifts first. This book reminded me of “Forever War” by Joe Haldeman, where the soldiers grow increasingly out of touch with the people they’re protecting. Thinking about it after I started reading, I wanted more from a sober Jant. He’s still so flawed, but… I don’t know, maybe he should take up meditation or something? I think I wanted him to be insufferable. Then the ending, that was satisfying. The emperor is a piece of work, but I guess he’s giving Jant what Jant needs. Though I figure if Jant is expelled from the circle like ever, he’d just OD himself permanently into the shift. Would that be so bad? One of the weird things about this world to me is, it seems like there are only two drugs: alcohol and cat
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